Albanian woman volunteer details Kosovo
guerrilla days
Ballkan - April 18, 2004 / BBC Monitoring
- April 20, 2004
Excerpts from Riza Lahi interview with Rajmonda Malecka, "the only woman from
Albania to have fought on the side of the Kosovo Liberation Army", entitled "How
I cut my hair to present myself as boy in the UCK" published by the Albanian
newspaper Ballkan on 18 April:
Rajmonda is the only woman from the Republic of Albania to have taken part in
the war for the liberation of Kosova Kosovo . She is now 34 years old. At a time
when girls in Albania competed for Miss Albania and displayed the latest
fashion, she cut her hair completely and put on a military uniform. Monda hid
her female identity and left Tirana. However, after a few months she noted that
her identity had been uncovered. How did it occur to her to go to war? How did
her mother react when she told her that she had decided to go to Kosova? When
did she open fire for the first time and when did she find herself in her most
difficult moment? How could she hide her female identity for six months? How did
her comrades realize that she was a girl? Who were the war personalities in
Kosova she met and under what circumstances? We will learn about all this in our
interview with Rajmonda.
Lahi When and why did you decide to go to war?
Malecka We have been living in Tirana for many years, but my distant origin is
from Diber northeastern Albania . I grew up with the stories told by my father,
Bujar, about the crimes committed by the Serbs in the region of my origin. He
also talked to me about the heroic resistance of the people in Diber. Besides,
my father and my mother, Xhima, have long been extending hospitality to
activists of the Kosovar cause. They did this continuously and from earlier
times, before the war broke out. When I decided to go to war we had just started
to receive in our home fighters injured in clashes with the Serbian occupation
army and I was very sorry for them. This was in May 1998 and it was then that I
decided to go to Kosova.
Lahi Did your parents know about your decision?
Malecka My father is my best friend and I have never hidden anything from him.
The same happened this time too. My father wished me luck with the words, "Good
luck, my girl, may God protect you!" When we said goodbye to each other, I saw
his lips quivering and hands trembling and, at the moment of my departure, he
looked at me with a look I will never forget.
Lahi What about your mother?
Malecka She was calmer. The reason was that she knew absolutely nothing. I told
her that I was sent by my paper, Clirimi Liberation , on a business trip. In
fact, I prepared most of the material for the paper.
Lahi Were you engaged in journalism?
Malecka Yes, I have been long involved in journalism. I have also written
poetry. I began my publications when I was a student at Partizan High school in
Tirana and I have continued to do this since then, without interruption.
Lahi Did you leave by yourself?
Malecka No, I left with some other Kosovar fighters, who were staying in our
house. Of course, we were not wearing military uniform. The other people were
Bekim Berisha and Bedri Shala, known by his nom de guerre Abe. We had a cup of
coffee together before we left, and I remember Abe addressing my father jokingly
with these words: "We will take your girl with us for some time." My father
replied: "You are taking her safe and sound and you should bring her back safe
and sound." We all tried to laugh.
Lahi I have heard something about a hero nicknamed Abe. Can you please tell us
something about him briefly?
Malecka Abe was a brave fellow from Graboci near Peje Pec . He knew Albania very
well and he had many friends here. He had very detailed knowledge of every trail
leading to Kosova, every mountain, meadow and stream in the area. On our way I
learned that he had also taken part in the war in Bosnia and that his name had
struck terror into the hearts of the enemy. I heard that after Abe was killed,
Croatian President Franjo Tudjman said with tears in his eyes: "For me, Abe was
equal to 500 soldiers."
Lahi Were you afraid when you set foot in Kosova?
Malecka I slept three nights in Tropoje northeastern Albania and then we entered
Kosova. We were a group of 100 volunteers, all armed, mostly young people from
Kosova. I thought I would be afraid, but I was immediately struck by the beauty
of the countryside and had no feelings of fear.
Lahi When did you decide to feign you were a boy?
Malecka On my way to Tropoje. I was given this idea by Bekim Berisha and Bedri
Shala, with whom, as I told you, I left my home. They wanted me to resemble
Shota Kosovo Albanian woman fighting Serbs in early 20th century . They told me:
"Do not introduce yourself as a woman, but as a man." I liked the idea. I had
always liked a book written by an author from Diber. This was a book we were all
crazy about when we were young. The book's title is, "If I were a boy" and its
author is Haki Stermili. Passage omitted
Lahi You said that you went to Kosova with a large armed group. Who were they?
Malecka There were also four or five people from Tropoje. I remember Hysni
Neziri, Zaje Cela, Avdyl Tershnjeva etc.
Lahi What was your nom de guerre?
Malecka My nom de guerre was Sherri Quarrel .
Lahi What itinerary did you follow to enter Kosova?
Malecka We left at night. We travelled for about three or four hours and arrived
at Junik. Junik was a well-known UCK stronghold. Gani Shehu was the commander of
the battalion commander and Nimon Tofaj was our deputy commander. Lum Haxhiu,
the well-known poet, who met Ambassador Holbrook in Junik, was in charge of
propaganda. Lum Haxhiu is the nickname of the poet Hajdin Abazi. Passage omitted
Lahi When did you have your baptism of fire?
Malecka We did not go into action immediately. We took part in organized
training until early August. Before that we did not take part in any armed
military action. I took part in fighting for the first time on 10 August.
Lahi Were you afraid when you opened fire? How many bullets did you fire that
day?
Malecka I was a little agitated, but that was all. It was not that I was hearing
shooting for the first time. I had already taken part in military training
sessions organized by our school in Albania. They are no longer organized now. I
had three rounds and I fired them all.
Lahi Was it a fierce battle?
Malecka Very much. It began very early, at dawn. The sun had not come out yet.
The Serbs attacked us with tanks. There were about 80 tanks, which launched a
ferocious attack on our positions. The Serbs also had Praga armoured vehicles
and they finally seized Kalavaj District in Junik. There we lost four of our
good friends. They were Bedri Shala, Bekim Berisha (Abe), Elton Zherke and
Permet Vula. Many others, such as Qerim Gjocaj (son of a teacher from Tropoje),
Sabri Halimi, etc., were injured. Passage omitted
Lahi Were other girls fighting in Junik? Were you the only one?
Malecka Yes, there were others too. They were all from Kosova and worked as
nurses. They all carried weapons. Passage omitted
Lahi A somewhat confidential question now. While you were there, in Kosova, did
you feel love for anyone?
Malecka I understand. Look, I remained very cold and far from these sentiments
and temptations. As a matter of fact, that was not a time for love. At a time
when people were being killed every day, love never struck my mind. My heart and
soul were full of love for all those girls and boys who went to their death as
if going to their wedding party, and they did this with the name of Kosova on
their lips.
Lahi What was your most painful day?
Malecka The day the Jashars led by Adem fell after their epic resistance. I knew
him personally. The day I saw their freshly-dug graves in Prekaz, that was my
most painful day.
Lahi When was your saddest day?
Malecka That was 14 December 1998. Thirty-six Kosovar men were killed on
Kosova's border with Albania on that day. Among them were Muje Krasniqi, Beqir
Gashi, Afrim Nysliu, Luljeta Shala, Hysen Bujupi, Gani Elshani, Isa Holluri,
Astrit Bytyci. Passage omitted
Lahi Your most joyful day?
Malecka That was 18 September 2000, when the UCK military units gathered at
Pristina stadium. There were so many that the stadium could not hold them all. I
met many friends whom I thought I had lost forever. That was a day of
extraordinary and indescribable joy for me. Passage omitted
Lahi What did you do after the war in Kosova?
Malecka laughs I worked for some time in the press and information section of
the TMK Kosovo Protection Corps . Presently, I am dedicated to a mission helping
the families of UCK martyrs and the war disabled, who sacrificed parts of their
bodies for a free Kosova.
SOURCE: Ballkan, Tirana, in Albanian 18 Apr 04
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